May 24th, 2003

Dr. Bunny

I don't know how I'm gonna tell you, I can play with you no more....

Actually, that subject has nothing to do with my journal, but That's The Way has been stuck in my head for about a week now.

Not much going on here in the cities. I've emailed my resume to a couple of places and I'm filling out aplications. I desperatly need to get a job. The fact that I have nothing to do is driving me absolutly insane. Everybody else I know is busy busy busy...so busy they don't have time to talk to me, email me, anything. And I can understand that, I'm not holding a gun to their head and shouting TALK TO ME GODDAMNIT! but when you're far away from the people you most care about, it grates on your soul a bit.

I really need to get myself a job and get out of my apt. Right now is probably the hardest part of moving away. It doesn't feel like I left yet, but I need to realize that I have, and that I need to focus on HERE instead of GREEN BAY. I need to get out there, put my self in a place where I can meet new people so I am not dependant on my friends 300 miles away. But man, I am missing them something fierce.

So, um, consider this my cry for attention and write me a short email?
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